Sunday, February 21, 2010

I Might Be Crazy

Today I started rubbing shampoo on my face because I thought it was my moisturizing lotion. Yeah. I was wondering why it wasn't blending in. And why it had a weird scent.

I have also been guilty of losing my cell phone in the refrigerator and trying to drink from water bottles with the cap on. And then, the other day at work, I get a call from facilities group informing me that they had my credit card, because someone had found it in the building and turned it in. My credit card! I didn't even know I had lost it! At least I work very hard to build up good karma points so that when I unknowingly lose my credit card in a 60-story building, the universe will have the good grace to see that some nice stranger turns it in.

But still. Sometimes I wonder if I will make it to 30.

I have been thinking lately about what it would be like to live in the west. Like Idaho. Or Montana. Or somewhere with lots of open meadows and horses and oak trees. Maybe that is where I belong. Away from the sophisticated city life where I lose things and spill things and make plenty of mistakes for people to notice.

Off the subject... last night I dreamt that I was a contestant on American Idol. Somehow I had made it to the top 10, but I was too scared to go on stage and perform because I thought Simon was going to tell me how awful I was.

Also, happy last day of February to me!! No offense to February... it hasn't been a bad month. But I am very excited to say that I have survived what I hope will have been the coldest and stormiest days of my first real winter! I don't want to jinx anything here. But I am hoping March might be nice enough to bring some warmer days ahead.

And if I'm really good, maybe it will even bring some people that I haven't seen in way too long.

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